Justification & a downfall

... fAiLurE wiThIn MiND-cHIp

Terrible-uncomfortable
disconect and failure
ego's apology

I'm igniting the candles
from aeons of time!!!

Justificacion

Conscience-feelings-actions' referendum
to justify my reason

JURISPRUDENCE OF MY MADNESS!!!

I'm igniting the candles
from aeons of time!!!

My words are just ashes!!!

Scared!!!

Downfall and phoenix elevation

Should I say:
"Hail Infernal world"

I'm igniting the candles
from eons of time!!!

La ida y el regreso

Todo se keda y yo me voy,
o yo me voy y todo se keda....
hist@rias de idas y venidas,
de despedidas, de enkuentros y desenkuentros...
de la eterna buskeda... al final todo es una konsolidacion
y una perdida....
una buskeda por la llegada... oda a Ulises y sus desventuras...
una buskeda y una llegada... toc, toc, toc...
la buskeda ke estaba extraviada y la llegada ke siempre se hizo del rogar.

Ellos llegaron y lo kortaron a kachitos.... hasta ke el sol entro!!!

I'm back!!!!

La luna llena!!!

Well..
Algunas veces las kosas pasan lentas!!!

I'm in that moment of my life
when anything's going slow

It happens every month....

'nd nope!!!
Is not my period!!! jejeje!!!

Is the cycle of the moon...
Yup.... its going and going
are driving me crazy

Espirales y cadenas

Me veo las manos...

Y me reflejo...

Me duelen los ojos, me arden, siento arenilla en ellos...

Camino entre espirales...
ascendentes y descendentes....

Al fin me he enkontrado a mi
o al menos una parte, y eso ya es mucho avance!!!

Pero al fin... lo siento de nuevo....
hay viene...
y es ke la luna esta por desaparecer!!!

Estoy encerrado!

Gone...

The dead who crave not life, I know not why they lie there floating. They lie devoid of thought, bereft of life and drown in sorrow.
Sometimes they scream as life is deprived of them. Life is no dream and death holds no final end. We all must die.

Hacking away with the sword at the earth, at the mounds of soil, I try to recover the dead but get naught for my toil. The corpses lie around me in various states of decay and no matter how hard I try I can't bring life to their day. Even by touch of the sword they refuse to awaken. And I know they seek life not. And I know they like to rot forever. Even their lives were of no worth if in their eyes they hate the truth even if it sets them free. Now is not the time to revive. My mind revolts at this revelation. How can it be that they lie calmly in their graves, resisting life as it pulls at their heart strings; their cold eyes ever rejecting the truth?

I run with naught in mind but to leave that hateful place behind. I enter darkened earth where De-syr has waited for me from the day of my birth. I cross the bridge of grace along a well worn path to satiate my flesh within the one they call De-syr.

Sorrow, my contemplating. Loving hours passed, I spent my life anticipating sorrow. Thy cold embracing felt like love back then but now I know that I was tasting sorrow.

Lyckantropen moonlight

Se eskonde, esta ahi
Yo, finjo no verla.... y disimuladamente volteo la vista.... se eskonde
pero tambien me acecha

Yo, me eskondo, ella esta ahi....
Ella, finje no verme... y disimuladamente voltea la vista.... me eskondo
pero tambien la acecho


Suena el telefono... gritos sombras karicias deskomunales
besos en violeta ... golpes de martillo envueltos en olanes

Un mastil ke suena y gime... una nube ke llora y se desgarra


Yo,... sin moverme impavido me resisto a moverme
levanto el rostro y miro.... fijo mi mirada...

What do I go next....... Second part!!

... fAiLurE wiThIn MiND-cHIp???

OK i'm in the where to go next....
all the time pushin' me away from things and people!!

All the time lookin' for the next thing

But now I'm like kind of stuck....

I'm thinkin' in to apply for modeling in fatal....com

but i'm not sure about it!!!!

Maybe is just bullshit!!!

But Greta is guilty for this, she is now pushing me for to do it!

Well.... ok
the next step for this blog is.... mmmhhh let me think.... while i'm thinking in my next step ... i'll re-write one of my oldder stories!


Enjoy it.... lil' pet!!!!

What do I go ... next!!

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-What
-What???
-Fuck YOU!!!!
-I don't wanna talk about it!!!!!!!!!!!
-Fuck you!!!
-Nah!!!..... FUCK YOU!!!!

-Shut the fuck off!!!!
-Shut the fuckin' hell off your nasty mouth!!!!
...
-JAHjahJHAjhA!!!!

MADNESS
INSANITY


and then..............
CALM

Laceration

Hollowed by the pain,
I feel the rage coming in
Suffocating waves.

As a wreck in the streams of my bloodied kin's blood,
I dreamt of timessaturnine when the festring might
Enflamed our hearts to the point where the lacerating
Was a joy ...
It was a joy!
And then, whenthe Vision's gone
And Death's unformed,
I am torn.

Our eyes are enslaved by the sight of the pyres,
Cast under the yoke of our own death.

Uttermost the drugs that have led us thus far:
The eyes, the poison, the vision, the might,
But still we dont probe the silence.
Here I am rolled and rolled by the stream.
The state of foam,
The moaning of the winds.

Over
the
cracked roads,
Through the reeds
of the
marches,
Hollow voices
blow
and the leaves
bow down
to
other masters.